"IT'S MADNESS!!!!" --Cashon
Sep. 29th, 2004 09:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
winteropheliaScience is soooo awesome! Jonathan and I just learned that part of the static you see on the TV between channels is microwaves left over from the Big Bang. That's so unbelievably COOL!
Geek out!
Speaking of geeking out, a few things:
1. Debates tomorrow=me very very excited.
2. Mum bought me a Travolta movie for a buck @ Wal*Mart (uhh...thanks?)
3. Am loving being Ms. Howell's (the Latin teacher) teachers aide because I get to be near Latin again!
4. Sarah finished questionable Harry Potter comic that we must soon post on the internet.
5. When I gave blood Monday at school (go me! all my friends either nearly passed out, had low iron, or threw up) one of the countries you couldn't have traveled to was Latvia. I pointed this out to Sarah who, in turn, pointed out that it's very quiet in Latvia. SBP moment. <3
6. Looking forward to coffee shop peotry (as Catlin spells it) day on Friday in English. Am going to be all beat-ed out (heh)
7. Am most sad about absence of ER on Thursday (but hey, it's the debates!)
8. Am most psyched about last nights episode of SVU (Elliot shot someone!)
9. Have decided that I love the University of Chicago.
10. Have also decided that being in love with fictional characters isn't so bad as they don't not talk to you in the school hallways anymore because they suck and might be gay.
11. Have further concluded that I want to be a alien specialist when I grow up.
12. Want to watch the X-files badly. (Mulder=love)
13. Bought book explaining finer points of the Harry Potter universe this weekend. Ann bought one too.
14. Received a lovely POA bookmark from Ann.
In not so geeky news: Friends still fucking themselves up in bad ways. Silently I stew, waiting to get out so I can be away from their troubles and focus on my own well-being a bit. That'd be so great. You have NO idea. Oh god! To be left alone! To be able to forget everything that really sucks right now! A blessing! ("A blessing from the lord!" "God be praised!" hehe) Perhaps I float in a barrier of pop culture to keep from being truly effected from all the bad shit that goes down. Maybe that's why I can act so apathetic and then turn around and think "Woah. What the hell? Why aren't you doing something about that?!?" but still do nothing. Maybe because I think that it's not real. I have an adapted version of teenage mentality "Oh, it won't happen to them." But maybe it will. If I care enough about myself to where I refuse to do stupid things that jeprodize myself, why do I let my friends do it? Perhaps to teach them a lesson? In a way that's cruel. But it's not like I'm a total square. There's nothing wrong with having a few drinks, even though nearly all my friends are underaged. I guess I'm just not a stupid as a lot of them. Well, perhaps "stupid" isn't the right word. Immature. Now there's a word that sums it all up. I am mature. I can act immature, it's true (hehe, poo!), but I, myself, am not an immature being. I can function on my own and do ultimately not need others to make decisions for me. I am independent. So there.
Geek out!
Speaking of geeking out, a few things:
1. Debates tomorrow=me very very excited.
2. Mum bought me a Travolta movie for a buck @ Wal*Mart (uhh...thanks?)
3. Am loving being Ms. Howell's (the Latin teacher) teachers aide because I get to be near Latin again!
4. Sarah finished questionable Harry Potter comic that we must soon post on the internet.
5. When I gave blood Monday at school (go me! all my friends either nearly passed out, had low iron, or threw up) one of the countries you couldn't have traveled to was Latvia. I pointed this out to Sarah who, in turn, pointed out that it's very quiet in Latvia. SBP moment. <3
6. Looking forward to coffee shop peotry (as Catlin spells it) day on Friday in English. Am going to be all beat-ed out (heh)
7. Am most sad about absence of ER on Thursday (but hey, it's the debates!)
8. Am most psyched about last nights episode of SVU (Elliot shot someone!)
9. Have decided that I love the University of Chicago.
10. Have also decided that being in love with fictional characters isn't so bad as they don't not talk to you in the school hallways anymore because they suck and might be gay.
11. Have further concluded that I want to be a alien specialist when I grow up.
12. Want to watch the X-files badly. (Mulder=love)
13. Bought book explaining finer points of the Harry Potter universe this weekend. Ann bought one too.
14. Received a lovely POA bookmark from Ann.
In not so geeky news: Friends still fucking themselves up in bad ways. Silently I stew, waiting to get out so I can be away from their troubles and focus on my own well-being a bit. That'd be so great. You have NO idea. Oh god! To be left alone! To be able to forget everything that really sucks right now! A blessing! ("A blessing from the lord!" "God be praised!" hehe) Perhaps I float in a barrier of pop culture to keep from being truly effected from all the bad shit that goes down. Maybe that's why I can act so apathetic and then turn around and think "Woah. What the hell? Why aren't you doing something about that?!?" but still do nothing. Maybe because I think that it's not real. I have an adapted version of teenage mentality "Oh, it won't happen to them." But maybe it will. If I care enough about myself to where I refuse to do stupid things that jeprodize myself, why do I let my friends do it? Perhaps to teach them a lesson? In a way that's cruel. But it's not like I'm a total square. There's nothing wrong with having a few drinks, even though nearly all my friends are underaged. I guess I'm just not a stupid as a lot of them. Well, perhaps "stupid" isn't the right word. Immature. Now there's a word that sums it all up. I am mature. I can act immature, it's true (hehe, poo!), but I, myself, am not an immature being. I can function on my own and do ultimately not need others to make decisions for me. I am independent. So there.
