"Stop being dumb."

[winterophelia]

I love fashion. Why am I not in fashion or film school? What the hell am I doing here?

At any rate. Have made executive decision to not be sad and achy anymore. Allowing feelings of anger to linger as it helps with the feeling better. Have decided to say "fuck off" to life. Am probably dealing with everything in a very unhealthy manner, when all is said and done, but whatevs, as long as I convince myself that I'm okay. Wait, that won't make all the fucking work I have to do go away, will it. Poooop. Depression again! Am actually looking forward to going home now, in some ways, mostly because it brings me closer to adventures in New York with Maya.

Made another movie this weekend.
Got massive sunburn.
Spent 2 hours talking about my problems to a squished roll of toilet paper.
Got royally pissed off at everything.
Ran into Jameson, Veronica, Ted, and Christina trashed at 3am and it was grand.
Decided to look into becoming either a lesbian or asexual.
Listened to Buckethead. Alot.

Anyway, so I should get back to the comic doing. Also, if my life were a movie, why would it be rated G? With all the inappropriate shit I talk about and the swearing and the people around me. I don't get it.

Comments

[eeleene.livejournal.com]

i definately did that toilet paper roll thing once too. i dont remember what it actually was though. mike will know. i was very drunk.

[deepmarine.livejournal.com]

You're not excited to come home and see your girlfriend?

I am hurt.

[winterophelia.livejournal.com]

Naw baby, it ain't like that.

[thankyourgod.livejournal.com]

i think you should become asexual. boys are dumb, but girls are fucking insane.

[thalion1.livejournal.com]

I think your life would anger the MPAA more if there was more sex and violence.