"These badass new gods saved me."

[winterophelia]

I was ill today.
I watched some movies and talked to Mike.
Then I talked politics with Nate Rogers, which deteriorated into awfulness.
I learned that I'm a boring, lame, worrywart who no one wants to listen to and I should just put on a nice friendly face for everyone, despite moral anguish, and appear to not give a rats ass about their well being.
Um, needless to say, I really fucking hate being home in a lot of ways.
It's played out.
I want to go back to Beloit people.

Sarah made me some birthday art and then started uploading a bunch of stuff onto deviant art, so now we have a joint account (v. gay of us, but then, aren't we always?). Go look at her awesomeness maybe?

I should go to sleep, but the brain won't stop. I abhor when this happens.

Comments

[jerkworthy.livejournal.com]

Really? Cuz I learned Nate Rogers needs to be nuked from orbit.

My brain don't stop either!

[jerkworthy.livejournal.com]

Also at first I thought Sarah meant Smith last night until I loaded the picture.

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[(Anonymous)]

Yep Nate is an idiot, and I hope you are not sick of us already! I hope you get to feeling better soon.

[thalion1.livejournal.com]

alright, so maybe i could be nicer. but honestly, this "moral anguish" stuff is dumb. There is nothing wrong with being a normal friendly person and "putting on a nice friendly face for everyone." That dosent sound like it should be a problem.

[thalion1.livejournal.com]

He does not! the Nate Rogers is love.

[winterophelia.livejournal.com]

Look, you offended me. I'm angry. This isn't about "who you've become," it's about you being mean to me, plain and simple. I'm not interested in arguing with you anymore.

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