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winterophelia*makes the squinty George Clooney face and claps hands awkwardly* Haaaappeeee...
V. angry at my inability to be a year older. Maybe if I try really really really really hard I'll suddenly turn 18 and be able to move out. Ah. To be an independent and legal adult. To have the right to vote and leave home. How I long for such privileges. Sick and tired of my parents. Sick and tired of my now fucked up friends. I'm going to try to disappear myself (like in Catch 22).
In a way, I can't wait for school to start. I'll have something to occupy my time. A great excuse for both seeing and avoiding friends.
WHY ISN'T HIGH SCHOOL OVER ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????
It's not right. It's not fair.
Well, I suppose it is.
At least I get the two senior privileges that still exist.
That's it.
I've decided I am going to wreak havoc at school next year. An all out war on the bureaucracy that is the Metro Davidson County School system. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
I'll kill it.
Kill the bureaucracy dead.
That'll show them.
I'll show all of them.
Then they'll know who they've screwed over and how and they'll have to put it right.
I'll do it for the future generations.
Too bad I'm all bark and no bite.
I'll probably just write a bunch of angry papers that no one will pay any attention to and that will be the end of it.
Reality is so depressing.
V. angry at my inability to be a year older. Maybe if I try really really really really hard I'll suddenly turn 18 and be able to move out. Ah. To be an independent and legal adult. To have the right to vote and leave home. How I long for such privileges. Sick and tired of my parents. Sick and tired of my now fucked up friends. I'm going to try to disappear myself (like in Catch 22).
In a way, I can't wait for school to start. I'll have something to occupy my time. A great excuse for both seeing and avoiding friends.
WHY ISN'T HIGH SCHOOL OVER ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????
It's not right. It's not fair.
Well, I suppose it is.
At least I get the two senior privileges that still exist.
That's it.
I've decided I am going to wreak havoc at school next year. An all out war on the bureaucracy that is the Metro Davidson County School system. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
I'll kill it.
Kill the bureaucracy dead.
That'll show them.
I'll show all of them.
Then they'll know who they've screwed over and how and they'll have to put it right.
I'll do it for the future generations.
Too bad I'm all bark and no bite.
I'll probably just write a bunch of angry papers that no one will pay any attention to and that will be the end of it.
Reality is so depressing.
