"Look at his hair and fingers. We need to figure out if you're gay."

[winterophelia]

Dear life,
Why didn't you tell me I had the first art history paper due last Thursday? What the fuck? I mean, I know it didn't seem like the sort of thing Kathleen would do, especially since she hasn't even gotten our paper topic proposals back to us--that seems a little weird. Soooo, I'm waiting until tomorrow to find out exactly what's going on. That's right. I might wonder why I did this later on, but probably not. It'll be okay. I'll catch up and do well in that class.
Actually, I kind of wish I could just not do this semester, call a vacation term last minute or something, but then I wouldn't graduate on time. I'm afraid of my grades, though so far I'm doing just fine in all my classes.
Also, why do I feel sick all the time these days. My diet is pretty much the same as always. That's the only justification I see for feel gross perpetually. Maybe exercising would make me feel better?
Furthermore, I need to get unlazy about dressing fancy and bizzare. It's been a while since anything more than a dress and pants. Especially if I lay my clothes out before going to bed. In fact, I'm going to do that right now, dammit.
Perhaps if I start getting motivated with little things, bigger things won't seem so daunting?
It's worth a try, right?
Anyway, that's it.
Bye
--Phoebe

Comments

[deepmarine.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm always wanting to dress more stylishly and put-together, but most of my clothes are still in the Murf and I'm having to wear my work uniform all the time now. If I don't have the day off, then there usually doesn't seem worth it to wear something cute for the four hours or so between when I wake up and when I'm supposed to be at work, and I'm usually not doing too much after I get off at like, midnight, so I generally just don't bother. It's a shame, I love looking cute. I had made the resolution after I came home from the Wisconsin Sabbatical to never dress boring again, but I guess circumstances have forced me to abandon my resolve. T.T

But, I'm bringing more clothes into town tomorrow when I head back, so hopefully my days off won't be so bleak. These days I'm just gleaning Caitlin's wardrobe for whatever I can find that she won't mind if I borrow for a while. I've been wearing her white cowboy boots like, every day since I came back into town. They're amazing. But I need more.

Dress cute! Live fashionably for me whilst I cannot!

[w-squared.livejournal.com]

I've been thinking a lot about vacation terms lately, and how a)it's probably too late in the semester to take one, and b)I'm a last-semester senior so really I shouldn't... I feel like I'm falling apart with things, too.